Just a feeling

I have two shows planned in August. Wednesday afternoon, August 12, Debbie and I are supposed to fly to Omaha to meet Jen. The next day we are going to loll around Jen's pool while she works then all of us are going to see Lynyrd Skynyrd and Bo that night. Then the next morning we are driving to Springfiled, IL to catch them at a fair. Then on Saturday driving to St. Louis and flying home.

My gut is telling me not to go. My husband is really sick and is preparing for surgery, sometime in August, most likely the week of the Bo shows or the week afterwards. He said if he's scheduled afterwards for me to go on. But my heart is telling me that I need to stay with him, spend time with him, just doing monotonous, everyday things until he does have the surgery. He had a minor surgery last December which had major complications. I'm afraid of that happening again.

I saw where Bo is going to be near me twice in the upcoming two months, once in Helena and once in Pelham, which are about 1 1/2 hours from me. Not concerts, but appearances. This is like another sign saying that I'll get to see him without leaving Jimmy for four days. I don't know. I probably sound like a raving loon to those reading this.

Changing plans affects my traveling buddies, too. I hate to do this to them. I guess I'll know for sure in a week.

Those who pray, please remember my husband and me as I try to get through all this with my mind intact!